Because I never uploaded this here. Appy-polly-loggies. Here’s actual proof that I’m not really dead. Can’t say that I never gave you fuckers anything.
Well there, kiddies, I’ve got a gift for you tomorrow evening. There is a video coming as a bit of an… apology for not updating for a while.
Nothing substancial, but it’s something. Don’t complain, I’ve been trying to be good for you pricks.
He contacted me, though, as you’ll see. Fucking dickhead.
And, as I’ve pointed out, she’s out of the picture. At least, for the foreseeable future.
Lastly, I still need to update you on what I got out of my visitor, hehehe~ He was a pleasure to have, if you catch my drift.
Shit…
Ugh… I feel like I’ve been hit by a fucking bus…
I’ve been puking out blood for a few days, now. I feel completely weak and I hurt everywhere. My head, my arms, my legs, my everything…
And my stomach is yelling at me to go ahead and get some food but I’ve burned through whatever I had left in the house. Sucks to be me. I’ve been unable to focus, hence why there hasn’t been a blog post for quite some time. I’ve been trying to stay alive instead of posting, my apologies.
I’ve noticed that I have these… strange markings, no doubt Tall, Pale, and Faceless made them. They look like rope burns from begin tied up, but, obviously, I know no one with any rope. Hell, my closest “ally” is all the way on the other side of the fucking country. I doubt that he’d catch a flight to come give me rope burns then fly all the way back. Seems rather pointless.
I’ve still been trying to find that no good brat with no luck. And it seems that Michi has all but disappeared. Good riddance to her. I’m glad to have her out of my hair.
I’ll try and make a video soon… but… well… I don’t know if I’ll be up to it. Sorry guys. My health comes first. and if you don’t like it, tough shit.
LON, YOU LITTLE FUCK
I leave on a small “business” trip to go fetch something and you pop back up. Convenient.
Really, boy, I’m ready to kill you the next time I see you. Keep it up.
It’s not all that hard to figure out where you’ve been. My pet’ll help me out. He’ll get you. That things you call a monstrosity will tear you to shreds.
Watch your back, you’ve been warned.
hehehe
Why Are You Crying Little Girl? Are You Frightened That Your Little Lover Will Just Up And Abandon You Just Like You Abandoned Everyone You’ve Ever Held Dear?
What Is It That You’re Sad About, Little Mare? Is It That You Cannot Face Death? Is It That You Find Comfort In That Vile Creature That You Call Your “Pet”?
Why Is It That I’ve Gotten Everything Take Away From Me When You, Some Privileged Little Shit Just Up And Abandoned What She Had? Huh? ANSWER ME!
YOU THINK THAT THIS IS A FUCKING GAME!? MASTER WILL COME BACK! YOU’LL SEE! YOU’LL ALL SEE!
You And Your Little Squeeze And That Little Fucking Coward Will Crumble Under Master’s Capable Hands.
And Thanks To You, I’ve Been Kicked Out Of My House For Some Time. So, I’ve Had To Find Somewhere That Would Take Me In So I Can Properly Take Care Of Ulryc’s Heir…
Hehehehe…. I… ARE YOU FUCKING HAPPY NOW, YOU GODDAMNED FUCKING PEICE OF SHIT!?!?
I AM GOING TO FUCKING RUIN YOU AND ALL THAT YOU HOLD DEAR! I DON’T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT WHAT MASTER HAS SAID TO ME, YOU ARE FUCKING DEAD!
Eric left earlier this week, his visit was from December 27th to January 9th. His visit was a pleasant one, though we were both kind of out of it… But, we did get things accomplished.
We talked a bit and I gave him whatever information he needed and I got what I wanted and we had a bit of… fun. It was rather nice, I haven’t had fun like that in quite some time, I’ll have to go out and see him sometime for more information because I know that he was hiding things from me… But, I got what I needed for the time being.
He left me a pair of glasses as a parting gift, they’re an old pair, so I don’t really have to worry. They’re actually not too strong, so I can wear them and look sane out on the streets, now, instead of a crazy disheveled mess.
Our time together was nice, though, but since that incident… well… I expected him to be spaced out for most of it.
Alas, I did not get a chance to take any video or pictures or even do the livestream that I wanted… But, he’s already gone, no sense in getting fussed up about it.
And my god, the things he can do~! Our animalistic urges got the best of us a few times, but that was utterly amazing, heh~!
Look our for another post soon explaining his visit here, I cannot be arsed to talk much about it now. So sorry.
My guest is on his way
I have been contacting him at various point during the day to make sure that he was alright and that he was on his way and he is. Currently, he is stopped off at his layover, but he’ll be here soon-ish.
I will go fetch him in the morning. I do hope that he isn’t spaced out as he usually is. Ever since that…. incident… he’s be a ghost of himself… I do think that I have told you lot that he’s died once already. If not, now you know.
I will go to pick him up fairly early tomorrow. Well, early for me. I’m used to sleeping ‘til whatever time I’d like because I can and staying up as late as I can. I usually work with a minimal amount of sleep. I am usually up for a while and sleep very few hours in the afternoon, so I cannot say that I’ll actually get much sleep tonight, but I’ll get enough to get me through driving to the airport.
Expect a video soon and a livestream once I can get a good area to get situated in to do that. Hopefully I can boot up my internet, but it really hasn’t been working properly for a while… So I may need to mooch from the neighbors… Still, at least a video or so will be up while he’s visiting. It’ll be for about two weeks, most of the time we’ll be out. I don’t like being cooped up by myself in the house and I like company.
I neglected to post my last update on blogger, my apologies.
But, I should let you know that in a few days, my original host turned guest will be here. On the 27th, to be precise. It’ll be nice to have someone keep me company for a while. He’ll be here for about two or so weeks.
I plan to do a live stream and a video or two. Hopefully he’s up for it. I look forward to his arrival and and excited to see him as we have a few things to “talk” about. I promised him information and he promised me something else. Animalistic urges, is all… that’s really what we’ve ended up becoming, anyway.
In other news, Michi’s been kicked out of her house for quite some time because they’re doing work to fix it up to sell to someone with money. Good for me, bad for her and her child. Too bad Ulryc’s not around anymore or he’d probably take her in. I haven’t hear hide nor hair of anything will related, either, so it looks like she’s shit out of luck right now.
I can’t…
I just… I can’t do this anymore… I was a man, now I’ve turned into a sniveling boy…
I have been having nightmares every night now. About that tall fucker… I just can’t do this…
I have no energy, I have no real will to go on, my job has been well over and compromised. Boss doesn’t care, Chase is still trying to kill me.. I’m just so tired…
I can’t do this anymore… My head hurts…
I have nothing left… But I still wanna live… I just… I can’t… I can’t die right now unless it’s how I wanna go out.
I am so sorry for the long silence, but I’ve been too busy running and not finding proper connections for the internet…
- Lon
So, I have some news
First off, I sort of lost power for a while… I fought with the electric company about it and now it’s back on. I couldn’t get anything working and I couldn’t charge my laptop or phone for a while…
Second, I’ve been in contact with the person that was going to be my host. Things came up and it’s been a while in the making, but we’ve both decided that it’d be best if he came to visit me. And just in time for my birthday.
Hopefully, we will do a livestream, provided that he’s alright with that, I’ll have to ask again and make sure. And we’ll do a video, too, again, provided he’s alright with it. The livestream will be around my birthday and the video will be taken when he’s here and will, more than likely, be posted either at the tail end of his visit or after he leaves.
The video and livestream may or may not happen at my house, though. I’m not sure where I’ll want either, to be honest… The live stream may actually happen at the house but the video may not… It depends, I have plans for around my birthday, so I’ll be dragging along my host-now-guest around.
Oh, and I actually was arsed enough to put up the Christmas decorations again this year just in case anyone were to come over and snoop around.
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